So I'm 24 and have been dressing forever it seems. Even when I've tried to hide this part of me it always comes back. Growing up I always fantasized about what it would be like to be a woman. When I see a good looking girl I start to think to myself how amazing would it be to be in her shoes and be so beautiful. I envy their clothes they wear and the heals and make up they get to put on. Now that I've been on my own for 5 years now and moved to California, my dressing has really become part of who I am, and I've told several people about it which I thought I never would. I'm really starting to actually consider transitioning because of how truly happy I am when I'm in girl mode and a lot of people have told me they've never seen me as happy as I am when I'm dressed. This is something that's been on my mind for a long time now and I'm at a crossroads where I feel its now or never but I feel so lost. Is it weird that I absolutely love and adore women so much that I want to be one as well? I dream about who I could become if I could gain enough courage to finally just come out to everyone and begin this process while I'm still young. Sorry if this just sounds like I'm venting...