So, like most people people I am starting a new chapter in my life which involves moving out, new job etc. I am going to confess and I have crossdressed in the past as early as 7 years, then I had a regular period between 10-12 years, regularly at 15 to include lipstick and make up and last time I dressed was 17. These were all my older sister's dresses, heels and hoses, etc. Of course once I was dressed up I could only wish being a girl and being whisked away by some guy ! I often looked at myself and I am blessed with a plenty of curves
It's almost a decade since I actually have worn any lady wear and I have had mild thoughts between now and then. However, it seems that the thoughts seem to be creeping regularly and the sites such as flickr and the forum persuade me to purchase my own clothes. A few days ago, I made an order for a dress, hose and heels from one site (sale items) and decided to cancel my order shortly afterwards.
I was hoping that the thoughts of wanting to crossdresser would fade and disappear permanently but they haven't ! Please could you provide advice in how I can 'remove' these thoughts. It's so difficult to sometimes see a dress which would make me look great and ignore it.