After 20+ years of dressing and purging 4x, I got smart this time and when I felt the urge to stop the hair removal, stop the dressing fem and purge all my items out of guilt and confusion recently, I packed things up and tucked them nicely in the "man" cave in the farthest corner of the under the stairs storage area and closed the door.
Now the hair removal will just never stop as I 'm so used to it now, hair would look weird on my arms and legs and I still have a lip gloss/moisturizer in my back pack, I decided to go "guy" ft for a period of time.
I've been doing a ton of traveling since being talked back in to work, which you would think would be the best time to dress. In the hotel, after day long meetings and after events but by the time I get back to the hotel, it's usually too late to want to dress up. I still take my night gown a couple pair of panties and a pair or two of pantyhose or thigh highs to change in to for sleep but, no longer am I traveling with the heels and skirts and dresses for now.
Strange how so many of us go thru this stage. Can't wait for this stage to pass again.