Alright. I can cross dress and take pictures and pull off looking like a man. Only problem is, I don't think I could pull it off in public... My body is so damned girly. If i go out, men always look in awe at me. Not to mention my mother does not let me leave the house from a fear i will appear as a guy... Which is the point. I'm waiting to go to a college far away so i can transition there and all but its seems like forever! How can i go out in public and succeed looking like a man when my mother would not let me step foot outside without some sort of makeup on. This is getting frustrating. I hate makeup. I feel like a puppet right now.