So..I am usually never a debbie downer in here but I am having a weird day today...I feel ..I dunno..conflicted I guess..a friend of mine brought up a point in an email to me, and the same point has been bothering me too. I am comfortable with dressing...but getting to a point where I am questioning it...like when you a get to a certain "level" with your dressing should you be happy about that? Or should you be scared? I cant tell right now and although i love it very much..I question it, then I think of life without it, and I know I would miss it. Its not a control issue either...maybe its a "I miss the male side"...or a "Whats the point" kinda thing..or "Maybe you are taking this too far" Has anyone ever felt like this? Its like a ying and yang? What do you think...I am going to do what any girl would do when they are feeling down and do some shopping...maybe that will help...but its sitting on my mind right now. Anyone else ever feel this way.