I stood there and owned it

[Launa]

I was at my favorite seamstress' shop today IN DRAB to get a 2nd fitting on a new sequin dress. The shop is in a busy shopping mall, it was just before 5 pm, the owner of the store said put on the dress and we'll see how it looks. So I put on all the pads except for the wig, had no makeup etc.... She was pinning the dress in different places and asking questions, I was thinking about everything she was suggesting and we were having a good conversation when a guy walked in to get his altered shirts back....

In the old days I would have just closed the curtain and hid behind it until the coast was clear. Today I stood there in a flashy sequin dress and didn't run for the hills. The lady dealt with her client real quickly then came back to me to finish up. Then another guy came before we could finish up in to drop off some pants and I just stood there until she was done with him. I decided to own it, why be a coward and run to hide?

[GenieGirl]

You go girl

[GeminaRenee]

So easily said, but often done with such difficulty. Proud of you! (:

[Launa]

Ya, it wouldn't have been such a big deal if I was all made up! when I'm in drab doing something like this its like being naked....

[sandra-leigh]

Fortunately my dress-maker is not in a mall. But it was a bit nerve-wracking to get her to make my clothes to accentuate the female look -- both in the nerve it took me to go get something custom made at all, and in the fact that she is an elderly asian woman who did not have enough of a grasp of English for me to explain properly.

[Gardener]

It is a story that at the personal level shows inner personal confidence but at another level shows how a mature society could so easily accept difference. If you had pulled the curtain none of it would have happened. Well done.

[Rachelakld]

Hate that when I'm not dressed properly - waiting in line for change room to try on a pretty dress, with other females in the que, but if the dress is worth it, then it's worth it.
Well done, besides panicking makes it more obvious.

[MarcellaMcNul]

Awesome!

[Beverley Sims]

I remember trying on a wedding dress once and all I did was put the veil over my head, other people in the salon remarked what a wonderful bride I would make.

We all thought that was a good joke on everyone.

[Marcelle]

Hi Launa,

Good for you. We are doing nothing illegal, immoral or wrong. If you decide to go out amongst the vanilla world the only thing you can do is own it.

Hugs

Isha

[Teresa]

Hi Launa,
If your new dress is tight and you were wearing heels how fast could you run anyway ?
I had a moment like that in a shoe shop, I was in drab but trying on 4" knee high boots and a guy stood staring ! Run in those boots ? No way !

[kimdl93]

Good for you!

[Claire Cook]

Launa,


What a great lesson for the rest of us. Owning up to it is much better than panicking!

[BLUE ORCHID]

Hi Launa, That was great , But the guy with the shirts was probably having a WTF moment.

[Katey888]

Perhaps the guy with shirts was thinking: "Man! I should come in and do that sometime...."

Good for you, Launa - be who you are, do what you want to do and live the dream..

Katey x

[MarcyRex]

I remember a bra fitting with forms. I am standing there (wearing a form fitting blouse) at the counter as the lady goes back for a different size. The FedEx guy arrives to make a delivery. He is feeling awkward and averts his eyes, while the lady gets the manager to sign for package.[<-- She said package. *snicker*]. So we continue to wait while that transaction is done. No big deal but like Launa said, I owned it.

[Panophobia]

fed ex guys have seen everything Marcy

[MsVal]

That must have been a very empowering feeling.
It's an aspiration of many on this forum.

Best wishes
MsVal

[Sarasometimes]

Closing the curtain after he saw you would have been sort of pointless but I may have done it anyway. Good job of just owning, as you say. As for delivery guys, some of them are on this forum too.

[Angie G]

Way to go girl.Like they say It takes a real man to wear a dress.
Angie

[Debra Russell]

One word "pictures" girl we wanna see....................Debra

[Chickhe]

Don't sweat it... You have to look at these things from the perspective of the other person. You walk in to the store, see a guy getting fit for a dress,... you first think...that's unusual, shrug and do you business. You don't know why you say a guy in a dress...available relative helping out...an actor.....for a play etc etc... probably not thinking CDer or anything else. The only case for concern might be if you are recognised bhy someone you know, then there might be more explaining to do if they know you well enough. ...Just do it.

[sillycdlover]

Launa, I could not be more proud of and for you. I so admire such courage, and so seldom see it!

Ena

[suzanne]

Good for you! Aren't you glad it gets easier each time you get out there? Also, did you happen to see the reactions of the men as they saw you and processed what they were seeing? That's fun,too! Sometimes.

[Launa]

Fortunately my dress-maker is not in a mall. But it was a bit nerve-wracking to get her to make my clothes to accentuate the female look -- both in the nerve it took me to go get something custom made at all, and in the fact that she is an elderly asian woman who did not have enough of a grasp of English for me to explain properly.

This would have made things really comical, I couldn't imagine yelling in the store to the seamstress, "make it tighter around the breasts and the thighs."

Hi Launa,
If your new dress is tight and you were wearing heels how fast could you run anyway ?
I had a moment like that in a shoe shop, I was in drab but trying on 4" knee high boots and a guy stood staring ! Run in those boots ? No way !

This is funny because after this 2nd fitting the dress is tight, tight, tight in all the right places so I won't be running too fast at all! The lady was laughing at me and said get used to it. Zipping this thing up is going to be a challenge.

One word "pictures" girl we wanna see....................Debra

Ok Debra, when I have the whole outfit built I will get some pics. I'm making a big fascinator to go with it and can't wait for the next big event to wear it out.

Good for you! Aren't you glad it gets easier each time you get out there? Also, did you happen to see the reactions of the men as they saw you and processed what they were seeing? That's fun,too! Sometimes.

Yes, it gets easier. This time seemed a little harder because I was in DRAB. It also doesn't help that this mall is very close to home and anybody coming in could have been a neighbor, friend, whoever.

Thank you for all your comments!