So play plan for today was to spend the day at a local mall totally enfemme.
It would be my second trip out totally enfemme. Th first time I had a great experience.
I went out last night and picked up a new outfit consisting of black leggings, a purple scoop neck sweater that came to mid thigh and a lilac jacket. I also picked up a new pair of flats to complete the outfit.
I got up early this morning and spent lots of time getting ready. shaved, moisturizer, my make up looked great.
The new outfit looked fantastic and I paired it with some great jewelry.
I headed to the mall, parked and went inside. This is where my trouble started.
I don't know what came over me but I was so nervous and had zero confidence in myself. I could barely look up and couldn't look anyone in the eye.
I was practically shaking.
I only stayed about 45 minutes and only went into one store. I finally left, headed back home and changd back into drab clothes.
I'm not sure what happened to me. I'm going to try and put it behind me and just move on. I'll try again at some point, but at this point my confidence is surely shaken.