I've been a lurker here randomly over the years but never felt like posting, probably because I wasn't ready to admit to myself that I am a crossdresser.
Well long story short I finally have come to accept this part of me and let my girlfriend of 4 years in on my little secret.
She is handling everything really well and I think that is mostly because we are deeply in love and truly care for each other.
She has shown me a lot of support already buying me some cute undies and picking out a dress with me online but she needs to take small steps before she'll be ready for me to put it all together and dress up completely.
I am on board with that because I respect her and our relationship is extremely important to me.
My problem now is that now I think experiencing what people on here call the "pink fog". I think that because I have finally allowed myself to explore these thoughts, they are only ones I have in my head. I can't stop looking online at clothes and talking to my girlfriend about it as much as she'll tolerate I just feel like I need to dress up but I also feel like I need to give my girlfriend some more time.
Since there is so much mention of the pink fog on here someone has gotta have some ideas about how I can get it to calm down!