Hello,
I've never been outside as a girl.
But for some time now, i feel intensively the need to go in a place like a crowded shopping mall dressed as a girl. That sound crazy right
The question to myself should be "am i ready ?"
And the answer is "almost".
I don't have my complete outfit ready, so i can't do it right now.
I miss shoes or boots (i don't have any) and still missing some piece of clothes that i really want to buy.
But i still thought about this, and here's what i have in mind now:
I plan to buy the main things that i miss to have a complete appearance that satisfied me, the things that i really want. It's gonna take a while before i can get everything of these clothes (unfortunately, Because i wish i could do it right now lol).
Of course i will try the complete outfit and makeup a couple of time, to get used to it.
Then, i plan to go "as a man" into a different city (i already choose the place, and i know that my friends and family will not be there), i will bring with me all my feminine clothes and makeup.
Once my arrival in the other city, i will go in a restroom to change myself and put makeup. I will do some shopping dressed as a girl during that day. Then, i will return to the restroom to change myself back as a man before returning in my city.
I want so much to do it right now, to finally be feminine outside, to feel free to live completely this part of me, to live this experience.
I'm not really afraid of what people will think, cause i don't know them anyway, however it would be different in my city because of the people who know me, for this reason i wouldn't be able to do this in my city.
What do you think of this idea that i plan to do ? Have you ever tried to do it in a different city ? in a crowded place ? Did you tried the crowded place for your first time outside, like to immerse yourself completely in this experience ?
Another thing i want to talk about. I'm just not sure if this is in the appropriate section of the forum, but i think it is, if not i'm sorry for a possible mistake;
I plan to buy my first feminine shoes or boots (i have never been outside so i never bought a pair). Buying clothes online is usually easy, i just took my measures.
But it's seem more complicated with shoes/boots. I have seen some nice pair, but some of them have "thick shoe sole", it's beautiful but i'm concerned as i'm already tall; about 1,80m (or 5'11) and i'm afraid to look as a giant girl if i take these shoes/boots, so maybe i should go with the flat shoes/boots ?
Also, the size is more difficult with shoes/boots than it is for a skirt, i heard you have to pick 2 size higher than your man size. But i can't confirm this information.
I think i should measure my feet and my actual shoes, and to ask the seller about the size before buying.
And there's some different interesting model of shoes/boots, and i'm just unable to choose, and to be sure of which one would look the best with my other clothes.
Maybe i should show you the pairs that interests me, or should i try to choose by myself. Any advices ?