So lately my dreams have brought about my true desires in my heart. I've been having dreams where I am actually a full matured guy. It is awesome! Last night I was looking for pants in a store and I was a size 34! Currently I am a 30. I'm looking to gain mass and all so seeing that number made me hopeful. Also I looked in the mirror to see myself growing a beard. It seemed so real it was just amazing. I didn't wake up sad that I didn't look how I wanted. Because I know my day will come soon. I'm in the process of naturally transitioning so yeah XP
