So i go see a endo tomorrow to give my letter and talk about hrt. This is a huge deal to me and boy am I nervous and excited at the same time. I also worry that she will say no and that scares me to death. I am tired of the everyday grind that my mind has become. I know it is all fears but it still is there. Thanx to all for the great support and hard checks that have helped me get to here, which is way far from where I was.