By "out" I mean I went for a drive en femme. It's the first time I've ever been outside of my house while dressed. I didn't go to any place in particular or anything, I'm still way too worried about being recognized. My town is small enough where I'm almost guaranteed to run into someone I know pretty much anywhere I go. But I'm still excited nonetheless!
I sat in the car for nearly five minutes and almost chickened out because I suddenly became paranoid about being pulled over. I haven't been pulled over in years but I kept thinking "today of all days will be the day." But I put on some relaxing music, started the car and went for it.
I would also like to use this as an opportunity to say that all of you on this forum are the absolute most wonderful people I have ever encountered. I've only been a member on this forum for a couple days but reading all of your stories, thoughts, and feelings really made me feel like I'm not alone for the first time in my life. You all gave me the courage to do what I did today, you truly did. My confidence has never been higher and for that I want to say THANK YOU!!
xoxo Stacy