I'll always be a CD. I may enjoy the illusion of being a woman and all the exhilarating feelings that come with cross dressing, but I'll never know what it truly feels like to be a female. I could go through all the steps of transition, the hormones, the surgery and the like, but where would that leave me. (edited out...don't discuss that stuff)
So I'll always be a CD and I won't kid myself otherwise.
Always
Ilsa