I have been CDing for A very long time. I am still partially I the closet, but have ventured out from time to time dressed. Sometimes andogenous, but others unmistakably femme. I often have long periods of time, months, when I do not dress and it kills me as I think about this 24/7. I really believe I wat to transition but am scared to take the first step.
Today, I ventured closer to the edge and went to an MRI exam fully dressed. Outside of a sidelong glance from the receptionist, no one made a comment or seemed as if there is something wrong. I want to tell my doctor about my plans, but have not done so. However, his nurse who really likes me as a guy patient called with the results of the test. I was busting inside to tell her, but in the end, I did not.
I also made another bold move by changing the gender marker on my DMV photo card to female. I am hoping it goes through the photo stage unnoticed. I don't care if it causes a problem. I will get my pic taken while enfemme. My concern is, am I going overboard in the fog. Help , I'm lost.