Hi all, thank you so much for your warm wishes on my latest journey. After my wife and I talked for over 1 1/2 hours last night I felt like the world was lifted off my shoulders! My job is a major pressure cooker most of the time but this was the hardest situation that I've ever delt with, bar none. I must say that when I kissed her goodnight and we went to our separate rooms my emotions were all over place! I went to sleep not having to be afraid that I would be caught wearing my forms, bra and night shirt and not worrying about how I was going to explain what I was doing if she came in and saw me! I'm such a lucky man to have a wife that is trying to come to grips with my cd'ing and will try to understand my feelings in this process and not force me to stop. We had a great day today and no nasty remarks,comments or any such things and could possibly be one of the best days we have had together in a few years. I hope to have more good news in the future about my journey. THANKS TO ALL!!