Hey everyone, I haven't been on here for a long while. I been busy with work and everything else. I miss my fellow sisters on here. How's everyone been doing so far. There are so good things I want to talk about.
First thing first, last month, I went out as a girl for the first time. And it was at a club event called Amanda's hideaway in south Hackensack, nj. I met a lot of people that is like me and also the supporting wives of crossdressers and admirers. One of the crossdressers let me borrow her dress and her breast forms. I even did my makeup for the first time and it was ok. Anyway I was dancing and I was chatting the whole night and I wasn't even nervous at all. After I left from the club, I was feeling so happy and comfortable that I had a great time. Further more i was being myself.Couple of things I realize since i went out first time is that there is nothing wrong with being a Crossdresser and there are really supporting wives and girls out there for crossdressers like me. So I shouldn't have nothing to worry about and hopefully I will get a chance to go out as a girl again.
My therapist is moving to a different office so she won't be my therapist anymore. She told me she need to be closer to her family and she's going to have a baby. I thank her for helping me coming in terms with who I really am( a genderqueer \crossdresser and a bisexual) and also helping me with everything else.
Lastly , I still looking for my own apartment. I am saving money so that is a good thing. I like what I am doing at my job(I am a business intelligence consultant in the IT field) and hopefully my boss will hire me full time.
