I have mixed emotions about this. I was 58 when, through gender therapy, I realized that I am and always have been a woman. Of course before that I thought I was a CD and before that, gay. Well actually I am gay because I am a woman that is sexually attracted to another woman. But by age 58 a lot of water has passed under the bridge. I love our children and grandchildren. I am totally established in this society as a man. At 20 years of age, if I knew what I do now, I would have transitioned in a heartbeat. And, if I could have afforded it, undergone SRS. But that was 44 years ago. So I will always be a non-op M to F transsexual. And I can live with that. Leanne