I'm a crossdresser and love it. I do it for fun because I love wearing women's clothes, I love makeup, I love wigs, and I love looking like a girl. While it's been great doing all this, I can't help but think more deeply about all this. I am very private about all this, and I know that it could hurt some personal relationships if I opened up about my dressing, especially in the romantic life. Often I have to hide my girly things and have to make sure no one can come across anything. It's been making me wonder why I continue to dress up knowing the stress it can bring me. If I gave it up my life would not change, so it's something that lingers in my mind? Can someone give some thoughts on this?