Been thinking for a while about my life, especially after i just got accepted to be an apprentice mechanic. Sometimes i feel like i'm trying to be someone else and yet i'm not . I always get this feeling in me that i want to be a girl .... i look at myself and hate how i look and all i can see is the female inside me. Tempted to go to the doctor to see if he can point me in the right direction but i don't want to hurt people whilst i try and work out who i really am, guess i'm just scared of being the bad person again.
I don't want to pretend anymore, sorry rant over :P just needed to get it off my chest.
Zoe X
P.S. thats not me in the picture :P far from it :O