My name is Ashley Wray and I started cross dressing semi and went to an adult theater and noticed that was getting hit on a lot. I did this for like 6 months and started slowly messing around some touching things like that. Keep in mind for years I was straight as an arrow and love woman. After playing a round bit by bit over the months decided to go further and dress all the way wig make up whole nine yards but never had the nerve to go out in public. I posted an ad out of curiosity but no pics and I got a few hits and the were asking for pics. So I made some and sent them, well the reaction was so good that I posted just the body pics on my ad. Now the hits are coming in faster than I can keep up. So I posted some with a little face but not enough to recognize me and the hits picked up more so. I have now in the last week slept with 2 guys (Protected of course) and love it! I get hit on way more dressed as a girl than did by girls as a guy. The guys are such gentleman and treat me a like a lady. I had one guy that just wanted to take pictures of me and one that wanted to pay me to take a day off work to spend with him. I didn't though don't want to be a prostitute. I still am attracted to and love woman but also get in the mood to dress up and be with men, more men now than woman. The weird thing is its not just sex I think its so exciting when they hit on me hold the door call me baby and sweetie and go out of their way for me. Attention I never got from a girl as a guy, they even want to buy me things.
Any way the thing is I cant figure out where this is going and now am deciding in my mind which guys like based on looks and personality so now it is more than sex. I'm so scared I might be gay but think definently BI.
Is this normal for crossdressing? Has anyone had similar experiances? I love it a lot but the whole package not just sex, I also finding myself open to a boyfriend????? wha the heck? The only clincher is that I can only be with men dressed as a woman but I think about them now even when I'm not but I think about girls too but more in an admiring way rather than so sexual like before. don't know what's happened to me and it scares me a little so just looking to see if anyone can relate or shed light on the road im headed?