Lately, I have begun to realize that my feelings for crossdressing are not something that will simply disappear someday, never to return. I initially decided to explore these feelings when they surfaced, or resurfaced rather, and not than simply ignore them. That was a few months ago, and while some days I feel the desire more than others, it always seems to be there in the back of my mind, kicking up its high heels.
I've always intended on telling my SO should my desire to CD start to grow. I'm beginning to think that the time is coming up quickly. Hiding things, covering my tracks and living in fear of imminent discovery is not a sustainable way to live for me nor is it fair to my SO.
I've read through several threads on the topic, including Greenie's "Tricks to an SO's acceptance", and all have been very helpful. I think I'm really struggling with how to begin the conversation. Any advice here would be appreciated.