I've been struggling with a lot of emotions lately, like shame, self hate and depression. Yesterday I had a long awaited appointment with my therapist. One of the things we discussed was coming out to my mom, she told me to consider the worst that could happen and decide if I could live with it. I left feeling better. I decided to call my mom and invite her to dinner and talk. It went great she was totally understanding and excepting. We talked for hours, best talk I've with my mom in years. I even showed her pictures of the daughter she didn't know she had. LOL
After I left I was feeling so good that I found a close by wig shop and went in.
The store was empty and the SA was say can I help you?
Me: I like to look at your wigs.
SA: after a pause... for you or someone else?
Me: for me
SA: another pause... Are you looking for toupees?
Me: no your wigs
SA: OK I wasn't trying to be rude I just want to make sure.
SA: Let's pick a few out and then you can try them on.
Me: Pink Fog Heaven
After about 45 minute I left with a perfect wig.
And that ladies was one of the best days I've had in awhile.
Jackie