Lea's post as humorous as it was is steeped in truth when it comes to not believing others who have walked the path. To be fair though do you blame those who do not? I for one read and understand what those people are saying and I still am fighting tooth and nail. I believe you have to experience in order to believe. Though I just had a meeting with the therapist and she told me I do not know how to be selfish. We had a good talk .. all 2hrs.. sheesh I am long winded. Which brings me
To the point .. I after working out of town came home with the thoughts of transition, not that I was going to do it but that it was going to happen. I was just taking it in as my boy called me dad and we played as a family and I realized that everything I am doing is further strengthening my roots as a male. I realized that this is fake or better yet they are learning me not as or who I am but rather the part I am playing. I see my wife living life and dealing with her husband. I see now that I am playing the part and not moving forward. This is the first time that I have noticed it or felt this way even though I have been told and read about this of a few hundred times.
I see the point that one sees when it makes sense.
I still plan to fight because I do not have a plan to transition today but I have a feeling that the feelings I am having are going to strengthen ... just like I was told they would. I will not admit your right Lea.... (but your right) .. hey it is a journey right?? and if you know the ending and the path then what fun is it??
the more I realize the more I notice depression