Got my swing dress, net petticoat and soft lacy panties on now, first time I've dressed (other than underwear) for weeks. I'm well past the "splurge and purge" stage now, even when my femme side is subdued, I don't feel self-disgust, just let my girl gear sit or hang in the wardrobe until I wish to put it on.
I dreamed the night before last that I was wearing a nice, understated knee-length blue dress, I was in a safe and reasonably accepting environment among mostly females, but I became too relaxed and forgot that I was in drag, walked up the street and I was suddenly in a danger-zone among men, any one of whom could have been mocking or seriously hostile. I was heading back to safety, in a panic, when I woke up.
I'm going to try putting on some lipstick soon, something I haven't done for maybe ten or twelve years, last time I felt an immediate revulsion/ inner conflict but now I just wanna try it again, no big deal ..
I know this isn't a "proper" thread with a "subject" as such, but I just wanted to open up a bit
