Ok this is something that I have noticed with me of late. In male mode I think like a man, that is wear the first thing I see, or is on the floor. Don't spend time coordinating this with that, hell go without shaving some days. I am usually to the point, speak my mind and can be single minded about what I expect. In other words I don't take s^%$.
Then there's the Amanda brain. She is caring, understanding, loves to shop and takes time getting make up and outfits right (at least tries bless her). My thinking is poles apart. When I am dressed my train of thinking becomes decidedly more feminine. I appreciate the efforts of others on this forum and the lengths they go to in making themselves as female as they can. My comments and praise of their efforts is genuine and spoken in my feminine 'voice'. I can even admire and take styling cues from the girls on this site. In fact I see the girls on this site as girls! I see myself as a girl!
Male me reflects back on this and thinks WTF! but its Amanda who is control of the keyboard and it is my thoughts derived from my female brain.
I know there is only one me but the way I flip and flop from one mindset to the other amazes me to say the least.
I love crossdressing. I love my Amanda self and I love this Forum.
Thanks for reading my rant. I would love to read your thoughts
Amanda
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