Am I a transvestite, crossdresser, underdresser ? Should I try to pass as a woman, be androgynous, or accept me as I am ? Why do I do it, sexual, fetish, stress relief , or it just feels good ?
These are the questions that we have all asked ourselves at some point in our journeys to wherever we are today. As for myself, at this time I only underdress, in stockings, suspender belt, silky slips and heels with smart men's shirt and trousers presented to the world.
As for the reasons why I do this, I like the feel of the materials on my skin, and the heels? well in truth that's probably down to a fetish ! Who really cares !
It's taken me about fifty years to come to these conclusions and a lot of beating myself up for not falling into the right boxes that society expected me to fit.
As many others here have already said we are all different, we have different needs and different circumstances in our lives, and as I look back, my only regret is that I spent so much time trying to fit in and not enough time just being me!
Sorry for rambling on but sometimes I just have to get things out of my head and down onto the page for them to make any sense , well it made sense to me !
Anyway thanks to you all for just being there and giving me the space to ramble on !