Hi everyone,
It has occurred to me that over the course of my life, that even before I accepted myself as being transgender, and in my days as a closeted cross-dresser, that I would notice everything pertaining to being transgender, and that everything pertaining to being transgender followed me around.
1. I used to consult a psychic. As I would make transitions, say to a new job, and she would use the word transition, but subconsciously I was thinking of gender transition.
2. There is a street called Pass Ave in Burbank, and guess what I am thinking whenever I drive by it? Passing as in trying to pass as a woman....not passing a test, or a mountain pass, or a movie pass.
3. When I would do Google searches on reincarnation and zodiac, I remember transgender would always come up, and I remember reading an article about someone who had been dealt the "transgender card" in this life.
4. My co-worker would tell me about how he went to Cross fit to work out, but when he told me about Cross fit, the first thing I would be thinking is....guess what....cross dressing.
5. There is a street called Cahuenga. My first thought when seeing the street sign is the first three letters - CAH - which is an intersex condition.
6. When I went to Panera Bread, and ordered a "you pick two" combo, where you can order two half items. Let's say half Avocado salad, half mac and cheese. When ordering, I would be thinking "half man, half woman"
These are the ones I an think of. If I think of more I will post them.
For some strange reason, my mind is programmed to find the transgender or crossdressing related thing in everything I encounter in life. Even though it has absolutely nothing to do with crossdressing or being transgender. Has anyone else here experienced anything like this? If so, please feel free to write about your experiences.
Originally Posted by Michelle789
