I have a near compulsion to draw attention. I go out dressed both conservatively, and what some would consider trashy at best. I crave getting honks and the occasional "hey baby" from passing cars. I pick areas i consider "safe" but I have had close calls where cars have slowed way down and even stopped a couple times and asked if I wanted a ride! I always have an escape route but fear eventually I could regret it. I even film myself a lot of the times, the pickup pictured slowed way down but kept going. Am I crazy??