Today i spoke with a gal I went through high school with many years ago. She already knows about Cheryl and had a tough time understanding how I felt. We resolved that in a short time. She and a couple other gals also "know" me, the real me. I told her how I'm now living full time as a woman unless I have to go out now that I'm retired and have very little contact with others or the public. I also told her how nice it feels to enjoy being myself even working out in the yard or just sitting by the pool fully dressed whether it's typical leisure clothes or a nice sundress.
She had a little difficulty wondering why I would want to be a woman all the time. She told me that she dreaded having to get all dressed up for an occasion such as a business meeting. I simply told her that it was the core of my being. I told her that having earrings in my pierced ears or wearing a bra and any women's clothing just made me feel so much better about myself. She asked if I didn't like being a guy. I simply told her that I'd rather see a woman in the mirror. We spoke for a good hour and a half.
In that time I told her about the consultation i'm having to get breast implants by a doctor who will do it. She only cautioned me to be careful wherever I go as she is careful to avoid being in places where she could be harmed. I told her that I certainly wouldn't go to certain places dressed. I don't plan to go out dressed anyway. I just want to feel better about myself and enjoy living as a woman. My wife fully supports me doing what will make me feel better.
In the end, my friend told me just to wear a tight sports bra if I need to hide the girls and then enjoy having them any other time and don' worry about it. She is well endowed and told me to enjoy wearing a bra to affirm my feminine self as she does.
She told me I was being my worst enemy by overthinking. She has seen me with the gyno I already have and says that with my age, so what?! Don't worry about it! Be happy!
I know I now have 3 GG friends and a wife who enjoy having another girl friend!
Cheryl