I'm kind of excited and nervous at the same time. Reality
has kind of set in. I have packed my bags to attend SCC and go
out in public en femme for the first time.
I have been preparing for quite a while. I live in a small beach
town in Costa Rica so it is difficult to buy things and to get things
done.
About 1.5 weeks ago I waxed my chest and legs. I shaved them
again yesterday. I had a little hair on my back. I didn't
know what to do. There is a beauty salon 4 km away. They don't
usually have men customers, they waxed my back for $13.
I've packed 4 dresses, 4 skirts, 6 tops, 3 pairs of shoes, 4 bras,
and more.
1 second I think this will be easy and the next second I can't believe
I am actually go to do this.
I am seriously thinking of transitioning and I believe this is a big step in accepting
who I really am.
I'm flying out today, visiting a some friends inn the US for a few days and then off to
Atlanta on Wed.
Here goes nothing!