Over the last few weeks ccertain realizations have brought out the child in me. I have come to realize that throwing tantrums because of the hand i have been delt doesn't do me any good. I came to this when having a conversation with my wife. NY hormones have been upped for going on 2 months and when we talked i realized how much i have become normal. I have stopped mental masturbation, stopped worrying about all this, and kinda feel really good. I am not sure when it happened but it is a great feeling. The fact of the matter is that it concrete's the fact that I need hormones. I actually have planned and plan to keep my first group get together. I am going hell or high water.
This is just a post to say wow..changes happen and you do not even realize it.