My first therapy session is in two weeks and I'm scared to death with the idea of beginning this new part of my life and what would come out of it.
I still don't know what to do and who I really am. I mean, I love my family, my friends, my job, never wanted for nothing, but in my deepest self I never was happy as a boy.
It took me 24 years to talk about it with my parents, who are supportive in my search of ‘myself’, and I’m feeling like I wasted my young years in hiding, rejecting it, not enjoying this beautiful life as much as it could have been if I talk to them earlier.
Anyway, two weeks left before my first session. I hope it will help me find it out. I'm sure I'll be stronger than before and proud of myself, but just living between both gender or transitioning it's blowing my head constantly…