In the last 15 months I have been dressed only four times! This is not due to not wanting to dress but a whole lot of factors.The main factor is that after my sugary that was performed on my wrist put my chronic fatigue all the way back to where I first came down with it. When I get up in the morning it is like my head is in a fog. It's hard to think clearly, thoughts are fragmented and you feel like you just need to get more rest. As my head clears the energy level is low so I don't feel like doing anything. My wife and I would walk every day at least two miles. That kept the weight down to where my Doctor wasn't on my back to loose more weight. Since the operation I have gained thirty pounds. Depressing! There are depressing things that go along with chronic fatigue that can't be cured only managed. But the biggest problem is the lack of energy that comes with the fatigue. They don't call it chronic for nothing. I have a hard time shopping at the grocery store because of all the walking to get the items I need. Ive had to curtail most of my volunteer work.
One of the times I got dressed, oh it's so much work, my wife forced me to dress because she thought it would help me. I did't have the energy to get dressed and then put on my makeup so she did the makeup for me. She does a great job on herself but then again she doesn't have to do much compared to me. She didn't do enough and when I looked in the mirror she started to apologize because it wasn't very good. Who knows whether I will ever get back to feeling like I did before the operation. [/COLOR]