So another Halloween is approaching yet again and yet again I'm over here just sulking. For many, many years now I've been wishing to go out dressed. There just never has been an opportunity. This year is probably my best opportunity. But I have no materials to be able to pull this off and it's a little late honestly I think. My main issue this year is that I'm back living at home, I just lost my job, and well I'm still living at home. I love my little quaint town, but the problem is being a crossdresser is that there are too many people who know you or know people who know you. Getting spotted would be horrendous for me. Also I have no friends who know that could help me in this, because I've never even been fully dressed before. Sure I could go as a gag and look terrible dressed as a guy in a girl's outfit but that's not what I want. So I guess here is to another Halloween just wishing...*le sigh*