i've denied my transgender feelings and need for expression for a good number of years. I was starting to progress about 4 years ago, and then out of fear i abandoned any progress that i was making. I ended up going for the normal life instead, bought a house, settled down, had a child, etc. fast forward, now four years later, i've literally been knocked out by a bout of depression, anxiety, regret, angry, you name it.
i've come clean again with my spouse and we've somewhat developed an action plan to separate over the next few months, so that i can get my life together. Having a young child still makes things complicated though, and everything feels like a HUGE burden to bear. I feel crippled with this burden, and have no motivation to do anything. I feel alone, scared, trapped.
i can't seem to function at all with normal day to day stuff. Has anyone else had to go through a break-up but be forced to live together with that person, i just want to run away, but i can't because my child needs me. How does someone in this stage take care of someone, when they can't even take care of of their self....