Greetings Ladies:
Apologies that I have not been posting much lately as I have not had much energy to contribute, but tried to when I could. I had my first therapy session yesterday since the "blow up" with my SO and thought I would provide an update. I am currently experiencing a real mix bag of emotions so it is going to take a while to work through them. Everything from shame, guilt, anger, helplessness to validation. We both agree that I am in no position emotionally or mentally to make any big decisions right now, so the goal is to get grounded again and deal with things from a position of strength, not weakness. After that, work on what are the next steps, to identify what I want to do and what is best for everyone, and then how to execute. I did speak of the great support, advice and counsel I have received from this site and she was pleased that I found a venue that accepted me for who I am and allowed me to share and to receive. So thank you all for that !!
My So was away for three nights at a conference in Western Canada last week, so I did use the time to channel some positive energy with Erin and have a few stories about being out and about that I will share in other posts.
Until then, may we all be well and have the peace we search for.
Erin
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