Did you have a hard time with yourself on "picture day" at school? Not because you saw yourself ugly,but because "it just didn't feel right"..Perhaps subconsciously, you felt the documentation of your gender was wrong. Perhaps that held with you for years.. I know that I had a real hard time with school pics while the other boys enjoyed themselves. Sure I was jealous of the girls as I had already started my exploration of femininity by school age. However,it was something about being "documented as a boy" that may have been the cause of my unrest[and protests] of school pictures. Anyone else have a "bad day" on picture day?