I know I'm really early into my stages of transgenerism/transsexualism and I've gone back and forth from thinking I'm a crossdresser or a transsexual. Right now I'm just utterly confused. I just started with a therapist so hopefully she can sort things out for me. But my question really is, did you ever question being transsexual? How did you truly know? I know a lot of you say it was basically down to transition or die. I was hoping for something along an answer not so drastic. A month ago, I was sure I was a transsexual and now I just really want a girlfriend (as a guy) but still like to dress. I hate my body, especially the hairiness and my nether regions, but I'm not like "dying" to become a woman. I dressed fully about 3 weeks ago and I haven't since. Is that a sign of a crossdresser or just that I'm too stressed and living at home with my nonsupporting parents is causing this? Ugh...I just wish I had all the answers...