This post is for those whom dressing is for public outings only.
For those who don't crossdress publicly please don't respond.
My dressing is always public. I like to do it as well as possible with professional help from hairstylists and makeup artists. I really enjoy the salon/spa experience and seeing myself transformed. There is always the anticipation of seeing a new, more convincing feminine view of moi. I sometimes buy clothes in advance for each new outing. That makes it expensive, and that is one reason I don't dress very often. I want a better presentation every time. It inspires a real adrenaline rush and is sexually arousing as well.
This infrequency actually makes is about as affordable as buying all of this makeup myself.
I don't foresee any chance for more frequent outings.
I wonder if some more financial freedom would affect my enjoyment.
Does the thrill diminish with increased frequency?