This past Monday I had off work and decided to go all out and go out. I did and it felt soooo great. Did some shopping and got a latte. I even took some pics. It felt so natural and sooo right. And that is where this kinda goes off kilter for me. I thought all I wanted was to dress occasionally and be girly when I could. Something changed and all of a sudden I feel that maybe transitioning may be for me...I am just very confused trying to work through all these emotions. Now I am getting depressed because I thought I had it worked out and such.