My wife and I didn't have a plan for last Friday eve, so she suggested we do what each of us would want to. After giving it some thought, I've asked for some time alone to dress up. That's cool. She took our children and went to our friend's for dinner and I've finally had my second dress up (or the first one with wig and make up).
Now I'm sure m oust of you can relate to the process, which in fact was my favorite part of the evening. However, despite the many thoughts of "that looks nice", "this could use a little help", and " how am I supposed to do that?!", the most important thing was - how's this affecting my wife and I.
We've been somewhat cold the last few weeks, likely because of unresolved problems (mainly my want to crossdress), so the following days were rather plenty of thought and talk. Well, relatively anyway.
My wife's quite liberal to all that, but in her own words "I would not give a hoot if it were anyone else, but you." and that the whole thing is a turn off to her. We're not yet sure of how exactly we feel about it yet. We're talking about it. Though some things are a bit clearer to me:
1. I have enjoyed dressing up and definitely want to do that again;
2. It worries me of what it does to our relationship;
3. I still want my wife to like and love me as a man.
Oh, and 4. Eyeliner is so hard to clean off!!
So these are my impressions so far. From a newbie, so to speak, crossdresser.