hello everyone!
i think this is my second post here, the first one a few months ago was about maybe telling my SO
well, i did it!! yes i was shaking and yes it was hard, she was not happy but she accepts it, i told her i do it since i am a kid...she thought i was gay.. it is really the first thing they think, if i can give advise, is dont tell her when you are feeling en femme, you will just sound more feminine therefore more gay (in their eyes) and also stand up for your feelings, it is feeling that you have, you should not feel guilty about those feeling and try to suppress them.
nothing really changed... i can only dress 1 time in about 2 months... lol its really long to wait sometimes...i wish i could sleep en femme, with sexy panties and tank top oh well maybe 1 day...
i am jalous of the women, there is nothing i can do about it, i am jalous because they can dress in really nice and sexy clothes..and be really beautiful and sexy...i am jalous when i see a beautiful sexy woman, i am frustrated that i can not dress like her, and walk like her in high hells to go work or for errands... i hate this world where there such a border between man and woman lol
i would LOVE to go shopping for woman cloth one day i am jalous of that too... lol
there is all kind of CD, me, what i do is i drink a little bit because i am not fully comfortable with myself en femme, then i dress ULTRA sexy feminine, and i listen to music and i dance and i also LOVE to walk with high heels i can spend hour walking in circle in my house walking with highheels hahaha
then the question: i am looking for a specific thread, and i cant find it, maybe you can help me, it is the one talking about not feeling dressing like a girl after the orgasm, it was talking about how our brain was wired as a CD
Nadia