Thanks to some medical issues cropping up I have had to stop HRT until after surgery. Stopping after being on E for over 20 months was not as hard as i thought it would be. I forced myself to keep a positive attitude, knowing that once my health is regained I will start again. Now all I need to do is keep my fingers crossed that I do not lose what little growth in the chest I have attained. Boobs have stopped being tender after a month off E, never thought I would miss the pain of bumping my breast but i do. Good thing is that emotionally I still feel feminine and can express my emotions in a more feminine way. No more manly sucking it up, if I am sad I have a good cry and feel better. Keep me in your prayers ladies as that is truly what I need right now.