Well, I did it again. Set myself up mentally to have "the talk" then bottled out at the last minute. My SO must wonder what's going on - the stage got set but no-one came on. Sitting here now angry , confused and not liking myself much for dropping the ball - AGAIN.
WHY IS THIS SO HARD????????????
I read somewhere that this is the bravest thing I have avoided doing. I think not. I reckon you get yourself to a forced position where havng the talk becomes less intolerable than remaining in the status you are at.
All the pain and strain of setting this up in my head for NOTHING
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRrrrgh!
There, does that not feel a little better now?
Ummmm well no actually......