I have to say, this web site and these forums are addictive and unbelievably educational (and fun). So here goes....
I am a closeted CD, definitely not "presentable" or passable as a woman (more hair than anyone should have to deal with). To date, my interests have focused on dressing from the neck down and most recently underdressing. I am trying to either get comfortable with my crossdressing (having been doing so on and off for 48 years, purging each time until recently) or to find a way to stop (which I believe is virtually impossible based on my experience and research). I just recently told my wife of almost 30 years about my dressing and she was supportive (have to be thankful for that as I indicated in my introductory post), but I can see this moving in a DADT direction (always better than keeping that secret from the woman I love and dealing with that guilt). I know I am not a transgender person, simply a man/husband/father who enjoys wearing women's clothing. I frankly don't feel female at all while dressed, rather I feel "pretty". Don't get me wrong, feeling pretty feels great!
What do I do with all of this? For example tomorrow I have the house to myself and am planning on dressing. I'll do a few tasks around the house, which allow me to forget "being" dressed and just enjoy feeling pretty (while definitely not looking pretty). But this won't take long and then I'm stuck in the house with the curtains drawn, a continuous urge to dress and a conflicting urge to do something (I don't sit around idly very well).
I'm not sure what I am looking for, but am desperately searching for what to do with this all.
Your comments will be valued.
Kandi