Well, I've been thinking about it and thinking about it. I can't take it any more. Tonight I'm buying at least one pair of panties, I'll see if my wife notices the charge on the credit card. Being it is Christmas time maybe not, I'm willing to take the risk at this point. She knows that I've been having a hard time holding it in lately, and that I've comes to grips with the fact that it isn't going away.
I've also talked with the nice people from Orchard Corset in Baltimore today, and I'm leaving a bit early from work tomorrow to get measured. If I buy will depend on my mood and the cost. If I do buy I'll be a huge flag to my wife, so I'm going to have to think hard on it.
And I'm as calm as I've been inside in a long time just typing this out. I guess acceptance really does make a HUGE difference.
Joan