Another great early winter day is all but gone. Instead of being outside enjoying the day I'm inside. I can't go outside or have friends over because I'm wearing womens clothes. I tried to find a group of others that would understand and maybe share some time without any success. There was a thread recently that suggested that it may be that one in ten people crossdress. If that figure is even wildly off the mark there must be a lot of other guys out there besides me. Does anybody have a thought about why all these people are hiding from one another? I'm not looking for anything other than a friend to sit and talk about this thing we share. I want to feel normal and not guilty just because I like pretty dresses and all the wonderful things that are worn underneath. I guess I'm destined to sit inside in my girly clothes while everyone else is out doing normal things.
I'm sure that there are a number of guys sitting out there wondering why I'm bitching. There was a time when having a couple of hours to dress was a wonderful thing. Now I can wear what I want all day and I'm not happy. I just wish I had someone to share with.