So this afternoon the opportunity presented itself for me to dress and head out so I swallowed my fear and headed out. I went to different stores which went pretty well. One of the clerks even complimented me on my sweater and tried to strike up a conversation which was when I realized that I really, really need to work on my voice. I am not sure if she read me or not, but she didn't say anything if she did. I just became much more nervous with the thought of having to talk to people! Needless to say I wish that I would have tried some things on but I just browsed. I did realize one mannerism that can get you read quickly....waiting for women to go before you. As a man, I always hold the door for women and allow them to go before me. When I did this going on to one of the stores, it did cause the other women to give me a look over, not sure if she read me or not. For everyone that hasn't ventured out yet, DO IT! It is so wonderful to finally be out and feel like yourself and feel normal! Attached is my picture from my outing for anyone that wants to see. I just went with jeans and a sweater in order to blend in.
Hugs to everyone!
April
