Well, im sure some of you have been seeing the pictures from my latest escapades as Rachel. This GG friend of mine came back into my life at the perfect moment. Ive been so stressed with work and the band and my health I was ready to explode. But she came along and has turned me around. She has helped Rachel more than she knows. I finally have the confidence I never had. She has shown me that I need to say ef it and do what I love. The first time we hung out and she did my makeup and i looked in the mirror i nearly cried. I couldnt believe it was me. Her and her fiance are two amazing people. They have provided me with a safe place to go where I can be myself completely and be loved and supported 100%. Im no longer hiding in my room with the door locked when i dress up. Im no longer hiding my clothes and wigs in the corner of my closet under blankets like its shameful or something. She helped me get organized, learn what looks best and what doesnt, how to properly do makeup, shes a GG and knows more about it than I do. But I guess that makes sense. Lol. I cant thank her enough for what she is doing for me. I know im being sappy but I just want to share my joy and elation with you all. I never, ever cry tears of joy. In the last few weeks I have multiple times. Lol. She helped me get that taste of freedom to be who I want. And oh what a sweet taste it is.
Originally Posted by Linda Leigh
