It's an addiction!
I've gone out at night many times over the years, but always had mens clothes with me just in case I needed them if something happened.
Over this last week, I've gone out three times now dressed up, but without any mens clothes brought along. It's thrilling and scary knowing if I had car trouble or ran into someone I knew I'd have some explaining to do, but it makes the trip that much more enjoyable!
Walking past people is exciting and scary, too. But indeed as I've read here, it does get easier and less scary. My next big step is to go out during the day and interact with people but that will take some courage. I envy the members here who have finally done this!